wow. Today was awesome. I learnt so much about leadership and the church direction-of where its heading to now. yup, sacrifice. Through love, sacrifice will somehow not look like a sacrifice after all. Taking a hireachy of a mother sacrificing for her children... somehow to her, it will not be much of a sacrifice because of her love for her children.

the whole church is rising unto another level.
I'm rising unto another level.
My team's rising unto another level.
won't you, the one who's reading this rise to the next dimension with us?

10 by end september. faith.
I will get it by the pure fact that, I want it.

welcoming the weekend with open arms.

Let's break the limits!
another step higher.
Higher and higher.
breakthrough.
overcome.
obedience.
Faith.
Love.
Prayer.
Presence.
Power.
and finally-we have victory.
in Christ.

taking it higher.

Jeremy Chan

Today was just another one of the awesome days in my life... in other words, my life is full of awesome days. alright, backtrack...
Esmonde organized a BBQ at his house for his team including our special guest from city harvest church-wei lun(got to know him during the SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET outing where he was working as a waiter). It was soooooooooo fun. crapped so much, played so much, screamed so much, ran so much, ate so much, talked to much. everything was 101%exciting.
watched THE EYE with the st nics girls and wow, they sure can scrreeeeeeaaaammmmmm their lungs out! haha...
oh boy, today was just GREAT!
Father , i love You. You are the Lord of the sunshine, the Lord of great days like these!
 
with love, Jeremy Chan

The mandate has been given to us, I'll accept it with much alacrity.

Breakthrough in studies!
 

Excited. overwhelmed. going for more.
Wow! and i'll scream it again.. wow.
the youths hit 151 in attendance this very day!
yup, a solid 151! People say they need to see God before they believe, well i beg to differ for how can u construe the amazing growth that has taken place? 9 stones to 151 burning rocks! haha.
 
Lord, I'm coming back to You. to the basics. haha... You know what i mean.
I'll have team breakthrough! yup, its not enough.. it will keep coming in.. hahaa..
 
10 by september!
tired..but glad in my spirit.
oh behold, the harvest has just began.

ahh... what do we have here? Is it not something awesome that came from the imagination of Jeremy Chan... well, invoking.
haha..
see ya.

haha.. gave my blog a new touch of creativity.

Pictures portray a thousand words.. need i say more?

Thoughts

I personally call it the 'smokers ensemble'. What I'm referring to is the stretch of shelter which leads out to the MRT station from NYP. Take a walk there and you'll notice the odious stentch that can be smelt a few metres away. Everyday, and I do mean everyday, students would just hang around in the shelter smoking their lives away. People who uses that stretch of shelter would generally agree with me that its downright irritating and smelly.
People, every cigarette costs you a fraction of your pitiful lives. Live life to the fullest for one deos not live that long. The carnage done to the lungs by the 'stick' is far more unimaginable than you think it is.
I rather you chew that cigarette than smoke on it,at least; there won't be a stench...
haha...

Have you ever?

Have you ever gazed at the yellow glazed morning skies and wondered where it came from?
Have you ever stand awed looking at the rainbow and wondered where it came from?
Have you ever went deep into thought while looking at the night skies with twinkling gems painted on it and wondered where they came from?
Have you ever cogitated upon the the source of the water that is bestowed abundantly onto the earth when heaven opened its windows?
Have you ever wondered where all these things came from?
well, it only can be from God, can it not be?

Life.
Is a game everyone plays.
Some take it seriously, some don't,
some got lost along the way.
Sometimes life bends us
some may break, some may not.
some found life in the pleasures of this world.
some have yet to find it.
Life, embracing no middle grounds,
has only losers and winners in it.
I have found my life in One... Jesus Christ.

have you?

Damn the waterfalls
wherever it may take me
life just won't break me.

the light shone throw the window panes, seeping into the black... and morning came.
my two detesting alarm clocks rung with much enthusiasm....I just had to wake up... still feeling very exhausted and tired from the events that took place the day before which was sunday.

Took a bus with my friend to the poly. Each step i took was as if I was dragging huge ball-bearings with my legs.

but nevertheless, I made it there...

I arrived at the atrium of the POLY...and boy, there sure was a massive crowd. People from all walks of life...

Then, I realised that poly..... wasn't as boring as i thought after all... haha.. but one thing to highlight- I have to study UNIVERSITY STANDARD math.... far more challenging than AMATH! but then again, problems are just there for us to overcome.

not a big deal.

Haha.. ahh.. it was a long day today...very long.
losing my voice, throat's feeling very pain. haha.

had EV outing today after service. esmonde's team went to watch the movie spiderman 2.....for me...it was the second time watching...the theatre was certainly packed like sardines...so many people until we had no choice but to sit in the first row.

ahh..neck tired because of that. haha.. but i just love the movie so much.

I love it.
I love it
I love it.

time passed in the twinkle of an eye and guess what?



...I have school the next day
sigh.

all the things that i do, YOU ARE WHY.

Obsession. The thought of falling into the depressing pit. scary.

Yes, I worshipped God and somehow out of my spirit spoke...it was the Holy Spirit... that distinctive voice in my head.
somehow it led me to see the obsession I have towards 'spiderman'....the many things i did...
sigh. probably its very much because of how I liked the environment in AMERICA...How I love to hang out with caucasians.. haha.. which sparked off the thought of going to USA for a trip. Yup, I'm still going there....not a sin.

anyway, I've decided...its ok to feel like a kid sometimes.... but I will never be a kid... gone are the days.... for my responsiblilty with God is far more important and precious than spiderman's....

Greetings.
feeling glad,caught the motion picture, 'Spiderman' today. awesome. wow...fancy taking a character embedded in a comic book and putting it on reel...simply breath-taking. I sat there in my seat as i stared in amazement at how the wall-crawler shot web here and there, swinging through the whole of new york city.
the lead Tobey Maguire apparently did a fantastic job in the previous movie and this, its sequel.
remembered a scene whereby spiderman had to stop a train dead in its tracks before it crashes... funny at that moment of how tobey aka spiderman used different methods to embark on the task... remember the well-known method of stopping a vehicle in the cartoons was to put one's legs on the floor, resulting in the hot 'sizzle' of the feet owing to friction? haha.. yeah, the same was displayed in the movie.
I enjoyed this movie and I definitely have no qualms about watching another time or 2 more. haha...first it was X-men, now spiderman...indeed the world is bringing its comic books to life.. maybe one day 'popeye' might appear on the big silver screen...haha..long time maybe, nah...probably won't sell...eating spinach and grow muscles... puh-lease don't amuse me. haha..
okok, so the next time you walk down orchard road, don't worry if if you see anybody being robbed in the alley(hmmm...are there any allies in orchard?) cos' who knows our local 'spiderman' might be hiding in some corner changing into the spandex 'spidey costume', on his way to the rescue. hahaa... don't take me seriously on this.


well, I've decided. I am going to AMERICA someday just to explore and marvel at those cities in new york.. who knows, i might just bump into spiderman...

till the next time.

MARVEL- yup, indeed it has made me marvel at its cartoons, movies, comics...good name indeed.

with reference to weitze's blog entry Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Haha, I sure am stuck in the same situation as you were before you went on a shopping spree. Make a trip down to my house instead, open my cuboard to which it will only unveil 3 pairs of trousers and a few shirts. Haha... my point is, I also am in need of a shopping spree...an extravagant one! Haha...but first I'll have to sell my guitar (i have 2 guitars by the way) pocket the cash then we can start.
Regarding you witnessing banshees in your school.. hmmm... not to worry,,,banshees are common these days... with the media taking effect in the lives of so many, it isn't all surprising to see or rather to hear people bopping around and singing or in some cases shrieking to the tunes of their favourite pop songs.. hahahaa... bear with it... I know how it feels for the one who is typing this is a banshee himself.

good day.

July came in the twinkle of an eye.
believe it or not, 6 months have just gone by...
have you used the 6 months well? Have you made any impact within those months?
well, if you've not, you've still got another 6 to do what you have to do before year 2004 is up...cherish every new day... use it well
because out of each comes forth a new story, a new beginning...

captivated i am.

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated


I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that


So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)


Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

wow.