Merry Christmas to all! it was an awesome night last night! wow!!!1 heart awards! hehe.... and all the presents i recived! hehe.. its awesome....great fun man...... went home at 6 this morning.. haha... everybody had awesome attitudes.

Hello! Good morning!!!!!! hahhaaaa.... wow... new day.... new sunday....hahaa.....

today's gonna be great! Christmas comin.... so here goes

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

to everyone!

1. Do you cry often: can say yes..but nowadays not very often

2. Do you often cry in front of people or alone:
alone

3. Have your friends ever seen you cry: yup

4. Have you cried today: nope

5. Do you usually cry for a long time: not really... depends.

6. Do you get really red when you cry: sometimes.

7. Have you ever cried because you were happy:
nope.

8. Have you ever been someone's "crying
shoulder"?: most of the time.

9. Have you ever hugged someone because they
were crying: yes

10. Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on: Yes...its always God who comforts me.

11. Have you been hugged when you cried: Yes

12. Do you cry during movies: sometimes when the movie is quite sad.

13. Do you cry while reading books: Nope

14. Does music make you cry: Some music.... usually depressive ones... but sometimes Christian music just make me cry also, wanting to worship God.

15. Have you ever been called a cry baby:
Nope.


16. Have you ever tried to stop yourself from
crying: Yes.....terrible feeling but usually I always still cry.
17. Have you ever cried in front of a teacher: Once.


18. Does this survey make you want to cry?: Nope

19. Do you cry when you are physically hurt: last time... now no.

20. Do you cry when you are scared: last time.... but now I know God is with me.

21. Do you cry when you are mad: angry u mean? sometimes

22. Do you cry over bad grades?: Nope.


23. Have you ever cried over spilled milk: Yes.... yes


24. Can you make yourself cry: :pPPpP.. hEeX..
cAn!~


25. When was the last time you cried:Not so sure... quite recently.. had some relationship problems.... not GF btw.

26. Have you ever cried because you were sad for
someone else: Yes.

27. Do you have a favorite crying quote: Every tear you cry is precious in His eye.

28. Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn’t
cry for you: Not very sure.. hahahaaa

29.Will you cry because this survey is over:
No!!! siao ah.

wow... today was audition day....
and what really struck me was that everyone really improved many levels up!!! people like FX... his drums is like 5 notches up! thumbs up! hehe... yup, we all had fun today....
although it was like a 'competition', everyone did not take it so but really took it was a time to worship God and give Him their best.
it was really awesome!!! building God three teams of NOT musicians but worshippers, extravagant worshippers.

such awesome attitudes... thumbs up guys.

always before the audience of One.

went out with my sheep today... wow... it was great.. .we watched the movie ELF... at first i thought it was boring but it turned out to be much much much nicer than i expected. it was great. we crapped around... hhhaaha.. bascially feel that our relationship gettin better.

came across this line about leadership and it really hit me.... its goes..

Leadership is the capacity to translate vision into reality.
wow. yup, chalet tomorrow.. gonna grab new souls!

see ya..

I will breakthrough! period.

CHRISTMAS – A MESSAGE OF HOPE FOR THE FUTURE
BY BRIAN HOUSTON

Christmas is a time to take our eyes off the everyday issues we face and focus on things that really matter in life. The birth of Jesus reminds us that through Him we can have new beginnings and a fresh start – that we can face the future with hope.

In 2003, many people seemed to be weighed down by the heaviness of life. In the midst of drought, bushfires and war, I noticed how people began to feel disheartened and hopeless.

I believe we are all facing a battle for hope. Did you know we can live a certain amount of time without food, and a lot less time without water? However I don’t believe we can live without hope.

Being swamped with so much negativity and bad news can easily breed a sense of despair and hopelessness. Statistics show that depression and suicide in young people are among the highest ever, and it is sad to see youth floundering because they have lost hope.

It is into the world of hurting humanity that Jesus was born, bringing a message of reconciliation and hope to all people. Today that message is still the same and His Church is called to be the House of Hope, pointing people in the 21st century to encounter the God of Hope.

I love these words of God: 'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope' (Jeremiah 29:11). This Christmas I want to encourage people to consider their future and know that because of Jesus they can look forward with hope and expectation.

The battle for our hope is really a battle for our hearts because hopelessness affects the inner man. There is a proverb that says 'Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but when dreams come true, there is life and joy' (Proverbs 13:12 New Living Translation).

The road to hopelessness often begins in a sense of disappointment and despondency. Without God, hope is reduced to the powerless level of fate, like someone buying a lottery ticket and saying, 'I hope I win.' They have nothing to pin their hope on. When we put our hope in Him, rather than unrelenting disappointment, we can see our hopes and dreams come true. He can take the disappointment of a failed relationship, serious health issues or financial ruin and turn it around to give us a future and a hope.

The Bible compares hope to an anchor that keeps us securely in place. My prayer this Christmas is that hopeless people will encounter the God of Hope and find peace in the Prince of Peace. Because of Jesus, we have a future and a hope.

© 2003 Brian Houston. Permission required to reproduce this article in print, electronic or any other form.

Time passes quickly.its been 1 long year of 2003. as i look back, I saw how my life has really taken a huge turn. yup, still remembering the jeremy of the past, he was firstly and isolationist... never guessed it right? haha.. yup. i was always staying away from people and such. on top of that, I also carried at attitude that stinks a few miles away. I remember how i always talk back to others.... until they have to give up and give in. basically, i was also a very hot tempered person, always scolding for the slightest reason... hhaa..and i also had a self pity mentality. hehe... always trying to gain pity from people. hahaa..
the jeremy of the present and the jeremy of the future is a changed one now and I'm proclaiming it. hehe...
yup, did not really know why i decided to change... haha...
having 2 sheeps now... finally. hahahaa... quite long ago actually.
yup... i have faith to see more coming. together, we'll contribute to the vision of impacting the nations! hahahaa...

am going to consistantly see myself changed..... towards perfection.. hahaa...

living the vision, breathing the vision and running with it.

this has been

" Man's ways lead to a hopeless end, but God's way leads to an endless hope."

hello, haha...wow, today was a long long day..
slept in the cinema during team outing... ayoooyoyooo....
hahaa... yup, somehow it happened again.... the thing came back but have fought it away.
now am ok.... just feel that I'm getting stronger each time i fight it away.
today sang this old old song during worship pract...
there's this line, so like wow...

' i will seek to bring Your name glory......in everything I do' its like, I was so into the worship mode when I sang that song..
yes, God... all that is within me will bless Your holy Name... whatever I do, i will do it to glorify You... just as the song goes.
I love You.

This joy that I have the world didn't give it to me, and the world can never take it away.

FAVORITE:
.dayofweek.: Friday ( cos its the start of the weekends where i can meet my hoGc friends)!
.leastfavoriteday.: Mondays
.flower.: i dont know their names
.specialskills/talents.: ARty FaRty MonKey (oops)
.shampoo.: Organics
summer/winter.: Winter
.trampolines/swimmingpools.: pools

PERSON WHO LAST
.calledyou.: Roy
.sleptinyourbed.: myself
.saw you cry.: Jesus
.madeyoucry.: Ivan
.went to the movieswith.: Shane, darryl
.yelledat.: no one( i think so)
.sentyouanemial.: pst lia

HAVEYOUEVER
.said I LoveYou and meant it.: yes.
.gone out in public in your pajamas.: i dont wear pajamas
.kept a secret from everyone.: Noot really, some knows my inside outs.
.cried during a movie.: never
.been to Hawaii.: nope
.been to mexico.: nope
.China.: nope
.South America.: nope
.wished you were the opposite sex.: NO!!!
.apples or bananas.: bananas
.blue or red.: blue
.spring or fall.: spring
.what are you going to do after you type this.: type report
.what was the last meal you ate.: Yoshinoya with wonder kid and gang.
.last noise you heard.: music

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE

.do you believe in love at first sight.: lust at first sight maybe? love takes time.
.do you want children someday.: Of course, in fact i planning for 6
.most important thing to you in a friendship.: words of affirmation, hugs, confide

OTHERINFO
.do you speak any other languages.: yup
.last book you read.: How to be a people person
.name some of your favorite things in your bedroom.: my whole room is my favourite, very comfy.
.things you dislike most about yourself.: my excuse giving nature which I'm overcoming.
.worst feeling in the world.: felt like you are rejected.
.who you love.: God and His church
.what you miss.: the presence of God

USER INFO:

.glasses/contacts.: glasses
.braces.: yes, now take out already
.you get embarrassed.: sometimes
.what makes you happy.: when I see others happy
.what upsets you.: when I see others left out etc.

FINISH THE SENTENCE
.i love to.: listen to music, build relationships
.i miss.: ...
.i wish.: I can have a stronger and more crispy voice
.i hope.: I can be closer to God, much much
.i am annoyed by.: people who makes me angry?
.i am.: darlene Zschech
.i want to be.: Darlene Zschech
.i would never.: backslide.
.id rather be.: living in yishun
.im tired of.: nothing really.... everything I do i try to do it with a fresh spirit
.i will always be.: smiling

LAST
.movie you saw.: cold creep manor
.phone number you called.: Ivan's number
.last show you watched on tv.: i dunno...

HAVEYOUEVER
.thought you were going to die.: no
.wanted to run away.: from?
.flnked a grade.: no...
.skipped a grade.: no...

Hello! hehe... back from chalet. wow, and indeed have made new friends.
although its a little cramped, but it was great fun!

I've seen how the leaders and leaders to be rise up and take initiative, of course i also lah... but its great to see them.
hahahaa... leaders no need do logistics! hahahhahaahaaa...ayoyo..

I am sure the new friends had much much fun and i'm sure that it is now easier to get them planted in church.
ok, bass lesson at 5. gtg..

I love this from John Maxwell
'I cannot choose how you will treat me but I can choose how I respond to you.'

Goodmorning!!!

haha.. just woke up not long ago... will be leaving for the chalet in 17 mins time.
haha... ayo... sore throat.

Lord, heal my throat, its killin me.
hahahaaaa...

A heart of obedience,

Hello, wow... finally my blog is done.
the previous one had so many many errors.... arhhh... decided to make a new one instead.

recently had many problems, esp. relationship ones. but I overcame them,one by one. I look at my sheep and just am awed by the potential they have for God to use them... yup, am going to slowly build them up and get them strong in God...maybe can even become leaders!

haha... faith. yay! chalet tomorrow!!! going to meet many new friends... God let them see that church people are really fun because You are a fun God. hehe....
yup, lets move the mountains together.

extravagant worship- i long to offer to you.... thats obedience.
I love You Lord.

Nite.... ahhh... sleepy.